Eminem - Going Through Changes

I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes
Lately I really
feel like I'm rolling for
like Philly
I feel like
I'm losing control of myself
I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound
like is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating
an' I'm debating
On leaving this world
this evening even my girls
Can see I'm grievin'
I try and hide it
But I can't why do I act like
I'm all high and mighty
When inside I'm dying
I am finally realizing I need help
I can't do it by myself
too weak 2 weeks I've been
having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys
dilly dallying
Around with the idea
of ending the shit right here
I'm hatin' my reflection
I walk around the house
tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like
yeah I look fat but what do I care
I give a fuck only thing I fear
is Hailie I'm afraid if I
close my eyes I might see her
Shit
I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes
I lock myself in the bedroom
bathroom nappin' at noon
Yeah dad's in a bad mood
he's always snappin' at you
Marshall what happened at you
you can't stop with these pills
And you've fallen off
with your skills and your own
fans are laughin' at you
It become a problem you're too
pussy to tackle get up
Be a man stand
a real man woulda had
this shit handled
Know you just had your heart
ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out
homie just swift out and bust
Nah it ain't like Doody to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' shoot at
nobody he fights first
But dwellin' on it only
makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's
perks and Methadone pills
Yeah Em tight verse you killed it
Fuckin' drug dealers hang
around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever
I says when I says it
It's in their best interest
to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin'
best friend so fuck it
I guess then
I'm going through changes
Don't know what I'm going through
but I just keep on going through
changes
My friends just can't understand
this new me
That's understandable man
but just think how bananas you'd be
You'd be an animal too
if you were trapped in this fame
and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you
what you want me to do
I'm startin' to live like a
recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to give me an excuse
to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theatre
watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour the last tour
he was still alive
And it hurt sore
fast forward sleepin' pills'
l'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still awake
in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more yeah
you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one
I am almost homeward bound
Almost in a coma yeah
homie come on don't look now
Daddy don't you die on me
daddy better hold your ground
Fuck don't I know the sound
of that voice
Yeah baby hold me down
I'm going through changes
Don't know what I'm going through
but I just keep on going through
changes
Wake up in the hospital
full of tubes plus somehow
I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back
I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof
I think I should state a few
Facts cause I may not get a
chance again to say the truth
Shit it just hit me that what
if I would notta made it through
I think about the things I
would never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right
so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you
Whitney and Alaina too
I still love your mother
that'll never change
Think about her every day
we just could never get it together
Hey wish there was a better way
for me to say it
But I swear on everything
I'd do anything for her on any day
There are just too many things
to explain when it rains
Guess it pours yes it does
wish there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't
I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers
heaven knows there
never been a saint
I know it just feels like
we just pissed away our history
But just today
I looked at your picture
almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously
wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away
don't know why
I don't know what else to say
I guess I'm
I'm going through changes
Don't know what I'm going through
but I just keep on going through
changes

Eminem - Going through changes lyrics Recovery

The lyrics for Going through changes by eminem from his new recovery album, i dont know how long this will be up for copyright so listen up while you can!

Eminem - Going Through Changes Lyrics (HQ Sound)

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Eminem - Going Through Changes [Music Video]

This is an unofficial music video made because there isn't any official to this great song. I've mixed the song with different music videos by Eminem. Hopefully ...