It's ok in the day
I'm staying busy
Tied up enough so
I don't have to wonder
Where is he
Got so sick of crying
So just lately
when I catch myself I do a 180
I stay up
clean the house
At least I'm not drinking
Run around just so
I don't have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content
that everyone gets
Just disappears when the sun sets
He's fearcing my dreams
seizing my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked to the soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
As far as my heart
I'd rather be restless
The sick and I stop
the sleep catches up
and I'm breathless
This ache in my chest
cause my day is done now
The dark covers me and
I cannot run now
My blood running cold
I stand before him
It's all I can do to assure him
When he comes to me
I drink for him tonight
Drowning me we bathe under blue light
He's fearcing my dreams
seizing my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked to the soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
It's ok in the day
I'm staying busy
Tied up enough so
I don't have to wonder
Where is he
Got so sick of crying
So just lately
when I catch myself I do a 180
I stay up
clean the house
At least I'm not drinking
Run around just so
I don't have to think about thinking
That silent sense of content
that everyone gets
Just disappears when the sun sets
He's fearcing my dreams
seizing my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked to the soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
As far as my heart
I'd rather be restless
The sick and I stop
the sleep catches up
and I'm breathless
This ache in my chest
cause my day is done now
The dark covers me and
I cannot run now
My blood running cold
I stand before him
It's all I can do to assure him
When he comes to me
I drink for him tonight
Drowning me we bathe under blue light
He's fearcing my dreams
seizing my guts
He floods me with dread
Soaked to the soul
He swims in my eyes by the bed
Pour myself over him
moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone
And I wake up alone