MoonChild - The List

I hate you make me nervous
I always say the wrong thing
it doesn't matter anyway
ain't nothing gonna change, no

I hate the situation
I'm always running in to you
and when I don't I'm hoping to
I hate feeling so confused

don't wanna feel the way I do, it's just what I'm going through
don't wanna feel the way I do, it's just what I'm going through

I hate that you're perfect
no way your ass comes up so clean
somebody's playing tricks on me
can't see what I wanna see

I hate that you still call me
just when I done made up my mind
to leave your perfect ass behind
I hear you sounding so fine

don't wanna feel the way I do, it's just what I'm going through
don't wanna feel the way I do, it's just what I'm going through

don't wanna feel the way I do, it's just what I'm going through
don't wanna feel the way I do, it's just what I'm going through

how else can I let you go
when the man I know
makes me wanna be your girl
outliving the love I saved
fighting dreams away
oh I wanna be your girl

I hate that I can't tell you
left guessing if you'll ever know
and trying not to let it show
mind games just to let you go

I hate that you don't want it
I hate that I'm still so sweet
as if it might change something
when you're ready you'll remember me

I hate I know your birthday
I know all of your favorite shit
when you were talking I was listening
yet I still can't win

I hate that you don't call me
I'd like to think that we're still cool
and now I'm feeling like a fool
every time it rings I hope it's you

I was so good to you good to you
I'd be so good for you good for you
I know I'm good for you good for you
because I'm good to you

I was so good to you good to you
I'd be so good to you good to you
I know I'm good for you good for you
because I'm good to you

I just wanna be free