Krizz Kaliko - Why Me

It all started yesterday
and now I can't think
about nothing
Is it real
I know this can't be heaven sent
Wish I could dream it all away
And now all I need is a drug
That can help me make
it through another day
Maybe its just me
it won't let me be
And I don't really know
what it is that keeps bothering me
But I'm saying
Why me
I wanna know how it is
To see the sun shining
even if it isn't
Why me
I don't wanna know how it is
To hear me say it's all love
when it isn't
Why me
I wanna know how it feels
To hear you laughing in my ear
Why me
I don't wanna know how it feels
If you didn't cheer
How can he handle this
too many damages
He hit the nail on the head
but never knew right
where the hammer was
Don't think so loud
don't let them hear you scream
Baby it's even bigger
than it seems
Now now now
crazy is an act alike
Getting better in the after
life or maybe not
Maybe I can ask her
why the normality passed me
by why when
I'm a titan
Continue to breathe
it dependent on
people to get my mental state
Am I meant for this
The Christian Krizz
just have to wait
Pictures getting clearer
it ain't me in the mirror
See its that other nigga
only his egos bigger
And he'll pull the tigger
when I usually hesitate
And he'll go on 'em
when I'm steadly saying wait
Now I'm just a shell of myself
I don't want anybodies help
Maybe I do maybe I do this for you
This is my own hell
Is there a bottle some kind
type posion that can end it
A different god I can pray to
Some type of doctor to fix it
Maybe its just me
it won't let me be
And I'm to helpless
I guess
Why me
I wanna know how it is
To see the sun shining
even if it isn't
Why me
I don't wanna know how it is
To hear me say it's all love
when it isn't
Why me
I wanna know how it feels
To hear you laughing in my ear
Why me
I don't wanna know how it feels
If you didn't cheer
How can he handle this
too many damages
He hit the nail on the head
but never knew right
where the hammer was
Don't think so loud
don't let them hear
you scream
Baby it's even bigger
than it seems
How big is the fight in me
Frightfully fighting
night to be day
I'm wishing that wifey would knife
me for spiteful things that I say
Excuse me for thinking
this way
I'm a little bit pessimistic
They sending blessing
this way
I guess I must of missed 'em
See my teary eyes through
my Ray Bans
Turning off the world
and still looking for some amens
The girlies pee pee
when they see me
fans they dance
Look in the mirror wanna see me
Here's their chance
Hope you like what you see
Okay
Hope you like what you see
Why me Kali Baby Okay
Why me