Vertical Horizon - Even Now

Even now after all these yearsI think about you with both joy and painEven now I remember when you leftI walked all night through the rain broken and lostSwearing I'd never love that way againEven then you were aiming much higherSomewhere higher than you thought I could flyEven then you were looking for rainbowsSomething more than the cloudless blue skyNow you tell me you were wrongYou never should have left me for an empty dreamAnd now you spill out your regretsA mighty river to a bitter streamLying awake, thinking about all that might have beenI guess we're even nowI guess we're even nowEven now more often than I'd likeI think of you and the place we used to shareEven now I remember all the songs and your perfume and your hairI was carried away 'til you cut me down in mid airEven then there was something inside youSomething bright that was burning so coldEven then there was something about youSomething dark that I couldn't holdAnd now you tell me that your lifeHas never been the free flight you thought it would beAnd now you know it's way too lateAll we've got is historyYou know that when I lost you, you lost meI guess we're even nowI guess we're even nowI think we're even nowEven then you were looking for rainbowsEven then in a perfect blue skyI guess we're even nowI guess we're even nowI think we're even nowCould be we're even nowI think we're even nowI think we're even nowI think we're even nowAll that summer in the moonlightYou were dreaming, I was believingAll that summer in the moonlightYou were dreaming, I was believing