The Plot In You - Sober And Soulless

There are things I'll never understand
There are times I almost leave
Pretend the life I had was just a dream
Some days it truly kills me
It's getting harder to go through life
All the thoughts that haunt my head
All the ones that just leave me restless
Just let me be
Just let me be
I'm so strung out
Making everything worse
Than it needs to be
I'm always finding the downside
Of everything
Chorus
I won't live in shame
Can't live this way
I won't live in shame
Can't live this way
And I'll be the first to say
I know I'm going insane
I've been just getting by day by day
Watching everything go
The things that I love come to a close
Every day I'm awake it's the same thing
Every wall is the same
It's the same place
I'm living the life
That I had always feared
I've ruined the chances
And the hopes that I held dear
But today things change
Things change
I've beaten myself up far to many times
I've let my life pass me by
For too long
I let my life pass me by
I let my life pass me by
I let my life pass me by
I let my life pass me by
Chorus
I won't live in shame
Can't live this way
I won't live in shame
Can't live this way
And I'll be the first to say
I know I'm going insane
There are things I'll never understand
There are times I almost leave
Pretend the life I had was just a dream
Some days it truly kills me
It's getting harder to go through life
All the thoughts that haunt my head
All the ones that just leave me restless
I let my life pass me by
I let my life pass me by