Mystic - A Dream

It`s only a dream It`s only a dream It`s only a dream
I know that gobbled as a child and got her own
Still he got to bless me too I been struggling too long
Tryna keep my head up in this hateful world
Always been mama`s soldier never daddy`s little girl
I did some fucked up shit in the name of the game
Before we even call it that still it`s all the same
Shed blood sweat and tears over the years I been scarred
Trace the tracks of my tears they will show you who I are
Still I stand strong wit the militant mind
Not no ice cold bitch that`s to easy to find
Try and maintain my mental as a peaceful place
Still I be ready to die till I see my mother`s face
Got to unlace the rage that I feel
Constant struggle and madness ain`t got to claim to keep it real
True queen considered twinkle in my eyes
The glide in my step I bless the world before I die
And tries I might ain`t a damn thang I can do
Just got to hold on until I make it threw
Until I make it threw
It`s only a dream It`s only a dream It`s only a dream
I been dreamin for so long
What`s the meaning meaning all my life
I been dreamin for so long
Mama help me help me make it right
It`s long nights I shake my body starve from anger
Hopin lady luck will hear my wish`s
Instead of treatin me like a stranger
And MrDeath plucks my people one by one
It`s a cold world and i`m one of the last suns
Forever shinin even when the skys grey
Will I eternally suffer mama tell me it will be okay
Chains at my window I just wanna be free
I`m not scared to die but why must my people bleed
I gotta get somethin it`s my destiny
To all wives up in heaven I say blessin me
Less I be the next fallen angel tangled in the web
Givin a fuck about nothin better off dead
But I don`t wanna be ill don`t wanna be a woman token
So I rock mics and spread love just keep hopin
Knowin these rainy days they can`t last forever
Tellin myselfyoung world things will only get better
It`s only a dream It`s only a dream It`s only a dream
I been dreamin for so long
What`s the meaning meaning all my life
I been dreamin for so long
Mama help me help me make it right
Sometimes I get the feelin like i`m all surronded
Wit no way up out the jungle guess
I got to rule and ground me
Drown me in my sorrow`s that should never manifest
Let my??? forever from the deepest depth`s
Man I got the cuts for luck and the scars for freedom
Let the angel`s come and get me
I`ma set it off when I see em
This life is such a dirty game
Mama never told me it would be so hard to maintain
So I make the purist devil faceable
The walls up out my mindand so hard and laceable
Only by sorrow things I wanna rule the planet
Travel to the ends for mine like a bandit
Hand it to me my visions ready to implement
Made it this for hope bloody bodie`s ain`t my present
I`ma keep shininI got to make it happend
Find my place in the sun where
me and my folks can keep laughin
It`s only a dream It`s only a dream It`s only a dream
Lalalalala
I been dreamin for so long
What`s the meaning meaning all my life
I been dreamin for so long
Mama help me help me make it right
I been dreamin for so long
What`s the meaning meaning all my life
I been dreamin for so long
Mama help me help me make it right