Kyu - Face with faith

I only used to live
according to my beliefs
Think the way I wanted
And live upto my thoughts
What could go wrong I ask
That's what everyone does
As if it's quite natural
But I realized that my dreams
were getting shady
So I decided to chase
my dreams and goals
Do what makes my heart beats
Think what leads fantasy to reality
Leave where I lived
And music was the only way out
Also that's what I thought
I ought to do
Cuz I'm addicted
But loving something much
Without breadth of mind
occationally
Gives us fear of failure
I also wasn't an exception
I was obsessed over
my skill and ability
It made me lose all my guts
I was trying to do it better
but it led me to despair
I found something
from faded shade
Its name was fake snake
Which one was man made
And that one made me
To be afraid from
shame and blame
So I was tricked
But now I know that not
challenging is the biggist failure
So I face with the faith
keep my pace
focus on base
don't lose peace in any case
even if I'm not ace in race
To seize the chance
to chase the truth
to leave my own
trace to be unforgotten