3rd Strike - Paranoid

Finished with my woman
'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
People think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time

All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy,
Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify
Can you help me occupy my brain? Oh yeah

I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find,
I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind

paranoid the walls are closing in i cant breathe cant sleep
afraid to live another day too late to bow my head and prey
hate flowing through my veins i cant change re-arrange
just a victim a casualty war waged on humanity
lost my way in the darkness of the daylight
cant run cant hide no love no fight
brought to my knees by this fate i cant avoid
scared of my own shadow its a battle living paranoid
make a joke and i will sigh and you will laugh and i will cry
happiness i can not feel so love to me is so unreal

and so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
i tell you to enjoy life i wish i could but its too late