J. Cole - Breakdown

Look I just shed tears
homie and now
I ain't too proud to admit it
Just seen my father
for the first time in a minute
And when I say a minute
I mean years man
Damn a whale could have swam
in them tears fam
Cause as I left them
I reflected on my younger days
When it was just me
and my brother
and my mother played Father
cause no other man bothered
Not even my biological
it never seemed logical
But I accepted it
cause I ain't know no better
Thought I was brighter
than a Polo sweater
No pops was like
Martin with no Coretta
So many things
you could have told me
And saved me the trouble of
lettin' my mistakes show me
I feel like you barely know me
And that's a shame
cause our last name
is the same
That blood type flowin'
through our veins is the same
My mama left you and
maybe your anger's to blame
But that's no excuse
only you and God know the truth
And why you only call monthly
barely ever saw me
Spend some summers
with you and played
with my cousin Maury
Maybe I should be tellin' you
fuck you cause you selfish
But I want a father so bad
I can't help it
I break down I break down
Can't help but break down
I break down
I never thought I'd see
my mama on that shit man
It's fuckin' with her body
now she sick damn
I wanted a big house
with a white picket
fence and a pool
Who would have ever thought
that it would come to this man
Quicksand is what
this life feel like
That shit these rappers
kick is nothin' like real life
You made a milli off of servin'
hard white yeah right
My mama tell you
what addicted to that
pipe feel like Stupid niggas
I heard the cops
be shootin' niggas
I swear to God
wish I could bullet proof
my niggas
Can't get no jobs
but they still recruitin' niggas
We tryna stand tall
when it gets to crucial niggas
Break down We break down
we break down we break down
Servin' time locked down
And she don't want
nobody to know
his daughter 25 pounds
By the time he get out
she gon' be 4
Now will his girl stay down
Ain't no doubt
she love him yeah that's fo sho
But temptation stays round
And if she strayed
how could he ever know
Never know and so
she goes to the club
on the weekend
A little freakin'
but them niggas holla
But she never speakin'
but tonight I see
the devil creepin'
Cause she been lonely
she ain't felt a man in 7 seasons
Damn She do the best
that she can
Her mama tellin' her
to find another man
She college educated
with a felon boyfriend
That's what she thinkin' tonight
Maybe she's right but please
Stay down mama Gotta be strong
don't break down mama
Please stay down mama
Gotta be strong
break down mama
Don't break down
don't break down
don't break down
don't break down
Break break down

J Cole - Breakdown [Official]

Lyrics... [Verse 1: j. cole] Look, I just she'd tears homie and now I ain't to proud to admit it Just seen my father for the first time in a minute And when I say a minute ...

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