Artist, Poet - Alive

The night has come again
And still, I am alone
This time more than ever
A feeling I had never felt before
And I don't want to remember
It's taking a hold of me now
You drove in town to see me
But you turned into a messenger
Oh, with news I never thought would hit my ears
It's now numbing me inside
Numbing me from this life and I
Want so badly to disappear

Maybe someday I can stand again
Maybe soon, I can learn to wash my hands of this and start anew
But I need you now to mend my heart
Because you're the only one that can keep me alive tonight tonight x5

You're everything to me
My whole world, entire being
The one thing I hold true in my life
What made you do this to me
Did you want me to set you free
It tears me up inside, every night

Maybe someday I can stand again
Maybe soon, I can learn to wash my hands of this and start anew
But I need you now to mend my heart
Because you're the only one who can keep me alive tonight

And everything will be just fine
I just wanted to be perfect, I just wanted to be perfect
And everything will be just fine
I just wanted to be perfect, I just wanted to be perfect

Maybe someday I can stand again and everything will be just fine
Maybe soon, I can learn to wash my hands of this and start anew
But I need you now to mend my heart and everything will be just fine
Because you're the only one that can keep me alive tonight