The Neighbourhood - R.I.P. 2 My Youth

RIP to my youth
And you could call this the funeral
I'm just telling the truth
And you can play this
at my funeral
Wrap me up in Chanel inside my coffin
Might go to hell
and there ain't no stopping
Might be a sinner
and I might be a saint
I'd like to be proud
but somehow I'm ashamed
Sweet little baby
in a world full of pain
I gotta be honest I don't know
if I could take it
Everybody's talking
but what's anybody saying
Mama said if I really want to
then I can change yeah
RIP to my youth
If you really listen then this is to you
Mama there is only so much I can do
Tough for you to witness it
but it was for me too
I'm using white lighters to see
what's in front of me
RIP to my youth
And you could call this the funeral
I'm just telling the truth yeah
You can play this at my funeral
Tell my sister don't cry
and don't be sad
I'm in paradise with dad
Close my eyes and then cross my arms
Put me in the dirt let me dream
with the stars
Throw me in a box with the oxygen off
You gave me the key
then you locked every lock
When I can't breathe
I won't ask you to stop
When I can't breathe
don't call for a cop
I was naive and hopeful and lost
Now I'm aware and trapped
in my thoughts oh
What do I do What do I do
I don't believe it
if I don't keep proof
I don't believe it if I don't know you
I don't believe it if it's on the news
or on the internet
I need a cigarette
I'm using white lighters to see
what's in front of me
I'm using white lighters to see
RIP to my youth
And you could call this the funeral
I'm just telling the truth
And you can play this at my funeral
Tell my sister don't cry
and don't be sad
I'm in paradise with dad
Close my eyes and then cross my arms
Put me in the dirt let me be
with the stars